AND IT WILL NEVER END.....
our 2 years & 8 months
Friday, June 1, 2007<3
walk the future with me
show my big face... haha..
ytd went out with zhi wen and eileen.. was quite enjoying myself out there and the same time was abit worried about my gf.. cuz she's sick just like me.
Received her msg, and so i asked her did she went to a doc. she replied no. i was quite angry with her cuz she told me she will go and see a doc.
well.. she sent me another msg which makes me felt totally disappointed in her. I wanted to forget about it but, i just cant. It happened not once or twice. I have tried to forgive and forget each time u make the same mistake, in the end i am just being too naive. i just cant bring myself to forgive her each and every time. pls dun threaten me. i dun like the way of being threaten.
If our love was to built up on threatening, i rather we gave it up. received eurobeat's msg, saying: "xia0guii temp 40 degree. she feel like dying, she said if he still dun reply her, she cn go die alrdy." after readin it, it makes me feel even dun wish to reply. i was feeling that this love is so hopeless. i need time to think through everything. Forcing wont make things right. You wanted me to love you through sympathy or pure love from my heart?
that's it.. i hope you get what i am trying to said. maybe we just need some times to consider our relationship. i wanted to make it better, not in this way pls. i love, i will love truly in my heart. If i do love you, u do not need to create all these acts. hais.. really disappointed. How much time i spent on you.. take leaves just to accompany you. I've done so much in the end i've done nothing.
I think dun say too much le bahs.. let both of us have a good think alright. i think we just need some times alone and think through. take good care of yourself dear.
I loved Jasmine @ 3:51:00 AM
