AND IT WILL NEVER END.....
our 2 years & 8 months
Monday, May 28, 2007<3
walk the future with me
she's my gal.. and i love her so deep.. i am always to be blame for the misunderstanding between us.. but i will try my best to let the misunderstanding go away.. trust me. i love you <3
my audition character....I loved Jasmine @ 7:13:00 PM
Sunday, May 27, 2007<3
walk the future with me
爱的主旋律
男：是你在那个雨季 走进我生命
带着一点任性 和温柔的表情
女：是你在那个雨季 赶走了孤寂
温暖的笑容 换我仅有的甜蜜
男：天上一万颗星星我却只看见你
你说这是幸运 还是不可思议
女：身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻的可以 还不是因为你
男：是你的声音
女：带给我勇气
男：恋爱的频率
女：直到我心底
男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：带着我幸福的主旋律
男：从前的实际
女：现在我相信
男：天空会放晴
女：爱会更甜蜜
男：如果你愿意
女：是我的愿意
合：爱的主旋律
dear.. i am sorry.. i dunno my little 疏忽 will lead to this. I want you to be well and save.. just where are? i am so worry about you. i really feeling very down. Because i am in the wrong. I cant do anything.. sms you, nvr reply. hais.. dear.. i am really sorry for this.
our 3rd month.. totally ruined by me, i tot i can make u happy by giving u a small surprise. But.. hais.. :'(
原谅我好吗？我知道错了，以后我一定不会再犯同样的错了。
forgive me dear.. pls..
i really love you very much.. i dun wan becuz of this then make us apart. i hope u are save and well now.. dunno whr are you.. hais.. i cant slp at all.. i am goin crazy.. my mind only fills with you. not knowing how are you now, i really cant make myself slp.. hais.. dear 你到底在哪里？快点回到我身旁好吗？
in our 3rd months together, i need to declare this once more,
marcus love waiying deeply..
i just cant live without you. I love you. stay with me and we will go the distance together. as long as you are with me, i believe everything will be peace. Dun ever leave me..
BE MINE FOREVER....
I loved Jasmine @ 4:26:00 AM
Friday, May 18, 2007<3
walk the future with me
last night sms with dear until dunno wad time.. then guess she fallen aslp bah cuz nvr reply until 5 plus. Very tired.. going work.. well.. i really got to say this,
Dear, u meant more than anything to mi now. And i love you alot. I wan spend my life with you, till we grow old. I cant afford to live without u by my side. I wanted to make you happy but sometimes i make you sad instead. I dunno what i have done wrong sometimes. And u refused to tell me. I really feeling down cuz i dunno wad i can do in order to bring back your smiles.
It's really hurts me so when you are crying again and again. I want you to stay happy. But it seemed wadeva i have said wont bring back your smiles. That's wad i felt deep down.
I really dun wan to make you sad or wad. In my life, i just want to make you happy. Maybe i am too stupid, i dunno how to make you smile. But in my heart, i truly love you. Love you real deep.My love for you grown more firm and deepen each day. I really wan to hold on you tight and nvr let go of you. You are my love, my one and only love. No one can ever replaced you. Have more confident in yourself as well as me. You know that i will always be there, What past is a past. Why raked up the past? Always remember that i am now yours, and you are mine. Nothing's gonna change.
Perfect love is rare indeed.. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. It does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres. That's why love never fails. I hope we can do it too.
i carry your heart with me, i carry it in my heart and i'm never without it. anywhere i go, you go, my dear. and whatever is done, by only me, is your doing, my darling. i fear no fear for you are my fate, my sweet. i want no world for beautiful, you are my world my true.it's you or whatever a moon has always meant,and whatever a sun will always sing is you. here is the deepest secret nobody knows is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the tree called life which grows higher and higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide and this is the wonder that is keeping the stars apart. I don't know what it is about you that closes and opens, only something in me understands the voice in your eyes is deeper than all roses.
I LOVE YOU MY BABY MY ONE AND ONLY WAIYING.
LOVE YOU 一辈子 <3
I loved Jasmine @ 3:04:00 PM
Thursday, May 10, 2007<3
walk the future with me
Just came back from my workplace. Fever and cough.. cannot take it, so my boss ask me come back lor. feeling so unwell now.. take cab from AMK back home lor.. very tired. seemed like no energy like tat. missing my dear oso. aiyo.. dunno wad to do oso..
Measured my temperature 38.4 degree.. aww.. feeling so terrible. i MISS YOU LAO PO.. <33 i love you alot alot. Tmr dunno want go see doctor anot leh. hais.. why sick at this time orrhh.. so suay de.
and ya.. today before go work, went to watch spiderman 3 with Cindy, Eileen, mei xin and song wei. lols.. mei xin and song wei 4 more days going to be 7 month le. so fast. They stead in 14 Oct last year. Time really fly fast lor. Me and my gal oso going to be 3rd month le. haha.. miss her lots lor..
aiya my mother is like cb nagging me again lor. kan ni na la. respect her so much oso lidat. hate her man.. i sick oso lidat. damn pissed.. cannot sms laopo oso.. so stress.. nvm.. let me write finish this entry first.
haha.. today eileen was so funny.. kip on cracking those lame jokes, making us laugh.. Then after movie sent her home cuz cindy and mei xin same bus mah.. Then i sent her home lor.. went to her place awhile, see her mum den see her play awhile audition after that i went to work le. Was alrdy feeling not so well when i was at eileen's place.
and now i am back home lor.. eileen said got something to tell me wan call me.. then i said ok lor.. afterall we know so long ler.. then tok on fone awhile. Ask her slp early cuz tmr she still have 1 paper. Promised her accompany her go to the UK funfair next week. she's really lookin forward to that day. haha.. Guess she is slpin by now bah. ALL the best for your tmr's paper Eileen. As well as my dear. dun flung any paper hoh. haha.. muackx. <33
marcus love huiying <33
yi bei teng ni <3
I loved Jasmine @ 11:09:00 PM
Monday, May 7, 2007<3
walk the future with me
i love my lao po dearly <333
juz now went out with kelvin.. having a great time and on the other hand my mind was filled with hui ying.. really love her lots.. today day off.. juz came baq home nia.. ytd nvr came home.
and btw i chg back to my old account ler.. the last post was gone.. i deleted that blog liao.. cuz received my laopo's email saying she remembered my pw liao.. haha.. so moved baq lor.. can use my own email is better than using my sis de. haha.. really misses her lots..
my love grown deeper and deeper for her each day, dunno she got realise anot, thou sometimes i have been treating her quite cold, but i really dun mean it. Some words that she said to mi, oso cuts my heart, but nvm, i will bear with it because i love her. i cant accompany her so often as before juz because i am working, wad fckin shit, i wanted accompany her so much.. i wanted to make her happy, i wannted to cheer her up. i dun like her being sad cuz my hart will feel the pain. it was hurting badly.
wo really love huiying deep deep.
i will nvr do anything that will ever hurt her. so dear, juz bear with mi alittle while, i am sure we can be as happy as wad we used to in the past. thou we are far apart, u will always be right here in my heart. our love is so firm and unshakable, pls dun worried so much as in i dun love you anymore. I do i really do. And is alot.. really wanted to last long with you. wo ai ni 1314.
oh ya.. kelvin wishes that we can last long.. haha.. thx for ur wished kelvin. and eventually he laugh at mi saying it is miracle that i have a blog. fck u lah kel. haha.. oops.. sry for the vulgar. and grats jie and jie fu get married.. haha..
love you forever <3 marcus and huiying yi bei zi en en ai ai. yong bu fen li.
i love you x1000
I loved Jasmine @ 8:47:00 PM
