4th month le dear; nothing much. but just wanna be with you till the end..
This is the wedding license we took on my birthday. Dear.. i am sorry. i just wanted you to love me more only. i dun feel it like i used to feel. i am sorry for doing that. hais.
I loved Jasmine @ 9:47:00 PM
Saturday, June 16, 2007<3
walk the future with me
WISHES MYSELF A HAPPY HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY WHEN 12 MIDNIGHT COMES.. WAHAHAA...
LOVE YOU MY DEAR.. OUR LOVE ARE GROWING MORE STRONGER AND FIRM.. HEE.. MUACKS.. <3
I loved Jasmine @ 11:12:00 PM
Monday, June 4, 2007<3
walk the future with me
nowadays, my dear and i's relationship was going quite smoothly, no more quarrels no more misunderstood, Felt as though a big burden has been put down. Really hope this would continue, on and on~ if everything were to went on so smoothly...
chionging audition these few days, 1st time go expert competition, feeling so nervous, in the end server DC.. hoot~ was like 松了一口气 cuz very nervous. Expert lehs.. i only freedom. haha.. Maybe i was born with the luck.. haha.. or maybe i got the skill bahs.. since i started to play audi, was like 1 year le bahs. finally gonna lvl 14 ler. finally i am infront of dear again. dear jiayou lah, train ur skill more.
very busy also.. and tired oso.. but i oso dunno why juz feel like playing audition so more and more often. Is it becuz of that medal? or izit those fren i knew? haha.. well.. get back to audition ler..
老婆我好爱你哦!
I loved Jasmine @ 11:35:00 PM
Saturday, June 2, 2007<3
walk the future with me
my dedication for her.. muackx
I WON THE INTERMEDIATE COMPETITION!!! HAHA.. SO HAPPY !!!
DEAR WO AI NI <3
I loved Jasmine @ 12:03:00 AM
Friday, June 1, 2007<3
walk the future with me
show my big face... haha..
ytd went out with zhi wen and eileen.. was quite enjoying myself out there and the same time was abit worried about my gf.. cuz she's sick just like me.
Received her msg, and so i asked her did she went to a doc. she replied no. i was quite angry with her cuz she told me she will go and see a doc.
well.. she sent me another msg which makes me felt totally disappointed in her. I wanted to forget about it but, i just cant. It happened not once or twice. I have tried to forgive and forget each time u make the same mistake, in the end i am just being too naive. i just cant bring myself to forgive her each and every time. pls dun threaten me. i dun like the way of being threaten.
If our love was to built up on threatening, i rather we gave it up. received eurobeat's msg, saying: "xia0guii temp 40 degree. she feel like dying, she said if he still dun reply her, she cn go die alrdy." after readin it, it makes me feel even dun wish to reply. i was feeling that this love is so hopeless. i need time to think through everything. Forcing wont make things right. You wanted me to love you through sympathy or pure love from my heart?
that's it.. i hope you get what i am trying to said. maybe we just need some times to consider our relationship. i wanted to make it better, not in this way pls. i love, i will love truly in my heart. If i do love you, u do not need to create all these acts. hais.. really disappointed. How much time i spent on you.. take leaves just to accompany you. I've done so much in the end i've done nothing.
I think dun say too much le bahs.. let both of us have a good think alright. i think we just need some times alone and think through. take good care of yourself dear.